December 6, 2010. Diary entry.
Why did I cut myself?
I cut myself because it's all my fault. It is my fault for starting. For letting Cameron and Hunter get the idea in my head. For not being strong enough.
I get bad grades. I don't do what I'm told to do. I cry, everyday. My parents get angry at me all the time. I do everything wrong. I. Am wrong. I mess everything. I hate myself. I hate my life.
And there's my sister, Aly. The complete opposite.
I just. Hate it.
Posted by limepink93 who is depressed on Dec 16, 2010 at 9:35 PM
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that was bad advice. replacing cutting with cigs. just know life gets better. find hope. put control in your own hands.
others have done it. we are happy now. you can be too.
It is extremely simple to get into a complicated addiction especially when the situation is difficult. I recommend listening to positive music that will help relax you and ease your mind. I would also recommend smoking cigarettes when you get the urge to cut, because it will help your mind focus more on the cigarette and you will then develop a more natural addiction that will hopefully keep you away from cutting for the rest of your life. If you could completely stop cutting for at least 2 years but smoking, then you could focus on quitting smoking if life is less stressful. If smoking is not an option, then try to find some sort of substitute for this saddening addiction (cutting). Hope this helps.
mike_needsbeer commented on Jan 9, 2011 at 4:33 AM (reply)