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Job sucks. Everything is breaking. Can't buy the house I want. Fuck. Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on May 24, 2010 at 7:55 PM HFS...
I absolutely hate my job right now and I feel depressed. I just celebrated my one year anniversary at my job, and I pray that I will win the lottery - or at least get a notice in the mail for jury duty so that I don't have to go to work.
I am currently looking for a new position; however, I have a mortgage so I can't quit until I find a job with an equivalent salary. I could give you a whole list of why I don't like my job: such as inconsistent management policies, low morale, having to work constant overtime just to keep up with everything (I'm on salary so I'm not getting paid for this extra time), uninformed upper management. If however, I am really depressed and that is WHY I hate my job, then once I find a new job I'm still going to feel just as tired, uninterested, unmotivated as I feel now. Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 12, 2010 at 11:49 AM After being laid-off from my job in January 2009, my young children and I have "relocated" 3 times while I looked for work, moving from relative to relative. We went from a typical middle-class American existence - I was a hardworking, well-educated executive with a long stable career, a beautiful home, excellent credit, great schools, beloved pets, with wonderful friends and neighbors, and earning well over $100k a year (and even had a million dollar life insurance policy!)
I am now broke, my savings almost completely depleted and I now share a tiny spare room with my 2 kids. I am on the cusp of being a complete financial burden to my relatives ... and I wake up in the middle of the night, every night, in a cold sweat, so ashamed that I wasn't able to prevent this from happening and terrifed at the prospect of the inevitable poverty and hardships my kids are about to face. Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Nov 19, 2010 at 5:15 PM relationships, friendship can fuck me, thats the shit Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Nov 3, 2010 at 5:10 PM Why are you depressed? My wife is constantly cheating on me, I just don't know what to do anymore. I told her the last time she did it, that if it happened again, I would be gone. Well guess what... It happened again, and she just acted like she didn't even care, until she was sober, then it's "I'm sorry babe, I didn't mean to", or some kind of excuse like that. But it would be hard for me to leave her, because I love her with everything I have, and also we have a baby together. Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Aug 30, 2010 at 5:27 PM Why are you depressed?
Some people have it a lot harder then others. If you have a job,
Your way above people that don't, For myself, I call temp agency every day to try and get work, I do understand the stress and the pressure, I got laid off from a good high paying job, had to sell most of what I own, for you out there that have been looking for work you know what Im talking about. Theres days I don't know what in the world am I going to do, But Ive to look at depression is trying to take over, And I want to take over it.
some days I keep thinking to myself I need a punching bag, to beat the hell out of it. for the ones that are struggleing, please don't give up. some how some way. i believe it will get better, Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 24, 2011 at 3:15 AM HFS
Everything blew-up 5 years ago. My wife found a charge to a massage parlor. (I justified that I was paying for something my wife use to enjoy but refused to do anymore)
I love my wife and want to stay together. We were in therapy for two year. I have managed to keep it in my pants for the last 5 years. But i am so close to saying fuck it. she wont talk about how it bothers her. She makes promises and doesn't follow through.
But when it comes right down to it, I was in the wrong... I am trying to be the best husband I can, but I don't know how much longer I can take it. Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Apr 11, 2010 at 3:34 PM Why are you unmotivated?
Wish I new.
Just wake up thinking it will be a better day and as soon as it is time to do the work I need to do . . . POW . . . I feel like shit and don't want to do anything.
Tomorrow will be a better day I say, but same shit.
Kinda like a sign I saw in a bar once, FREE BEER TOMORROW!
But everyday is free beer tomorrow.
Anyway, now it is 3pm and to late to start, to early to finish, so now I sit here doing nothing again.
HOLY FUCKING SHIT! Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on Jun 1, 2010 at 3:06 PM December 6, 2010. Diary entry.
Why did I cut myself?
I cut myself because it's all my fault. It is my fault for starting. For letting Cameron and Hunter get the idea in my head. For not being strong enough.
I get bad grades. I don't do what I'm told to do. I cry, everyday. My parents get angry at me all the time. I do everything wrong. I. Am wrong. I mess everything. I hate myself. I hate my life.
And there's my sister, Aly. The complete opposite.
I just. Hate it. Posted by limepink93 who is depressed on Dec 16, 2010 at 9:35 PM Why are you depressed?
i have been working hard for weeks and my grades are still shitty. i got a text to go to the mall but i missed it cuz i checked my phone 3 hrs later. im so tired of trying hard and being nice. im a complainer too, i dont want to be one, im complaining right now. and my dad drinks like charlie sheen. Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 21, 2011 at 9:59 PM |
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cause your mom is sitting on my face therefore i wish to do nothing more. bam! Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on Jan 26, 2012 at 4:37 PM I work a in management on salary, doing between 40-50 hours a week trying to save 15K for my GF to go to uni while i am at uni full time. Now because i have negleted my uni cause i have not fucking had time i have to finish an assignment or fail and i dont even know what it is about. Also my Girlfriend has bipolar and we sleep about 4 hours a night if i am lucky and even though i love her so much things are always miserable and we barley ever kiss let alone have sex.
Also put this in perspective, i am 19. been working over 30 hours a week since i was 16 school.
now instead of having money saved i owe about 2000 dollars cause my fucking car is fucked along with everything else.
life is fucking shit Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Oct 1, 2011 at 9:21 AM My husband and I moved to Colorado when I was pregnant and I had my daughter in Colorado. He has since lost his job, refuses to get another one, is an alcoholic, up all night and sleeps until the afternoon. He doesn't help with our baby at all and gets verbally abusive when he's drunk (which is a LOT).
Last night I had it. He was in my face screaming like a psychopath right in front of our daughter. Then he took the keys to my car and left (yes, while he was drunk). My family is back in Arizona and I want to take our daughter back there and file for divorce and custody. Every time I call an attorney they say they will only talk to me in person, which I can't do.
I do not think he is capable of being a responsible parent. Getting him to change a diaper or even make a bottle is like pulling teeth. He wont get help for his alcoholism. He's already went through drug rehab 9 months ago and claims the judge wont find out because it was confidential. I haven't worked since 2008 and he says he'll get custody because I can't provide for our baby. I don't know what to do. Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Aug 16, 2011 at 8:38 PM For about the literal 45th time a girl has told me that we can only be just friends. Now i have played almost every angle. Dick head, nice guy, every thing i could fucking think of for christ sake. The only fucking thing that is keeping my sanity is the simple fact that any point in time i could possibly meet the one girl who would rather blow me then trying to be my best goddamn friend, which i could give two shits about. So that is why i consider myself a moderate alcoholic with a slight case of don't give a fuck. So any suggestions on what the fuck to do besides grow the fuck up, buck up, get over it , or my personal favorite "Quit being such a goddamn pussy" would be greatly appreciated my friends, so i am going to start drinking and maybe this post will help bring some sort of light to my situation. Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jun 19, 2011 at 9:57 PM My parents don't act proud of me. They yell at me all the time.
My grades are terrible. My ex friend is going to be in my school next year. My friend basically ignores me. I'm blaming myself for everything.
For cutting...
For being depressed...
For still cutting after a full year...
For being pathetic... Posted by limepink93 who is depressed on Jun 4, 2011 at 2:10 AM Yesterday I was walking down me street to go back to my house. On the way, I passed my ex friends dad's house. He was there standing by the window, looking out. When he saw me, he gave me a face of disgust. He looked directly at me... The worst part is...He's going to be at my school next year... Posted by limepink93 who is depressed on Jun 4, 2011 at 2:03 AM im drunk as shit and my job sucks i drink everyday and i broke my 3rd 60in flat screen due to moving (kicked out cuz of being loud and fighting my neighbors). Im about to go and get some pussy now thought so i guess thats okay.. besides i live in a small ass apartment.i want a house with my own backyard my own laundry and my own garage. Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on May 23, 2011 at 10:53 PM HFS.
My name is Gordon Freeman. I just woke up on a train a few nights ago, a train I don't remember getting on. I got off, and this fucking camera thing popped out of nowhere and blinded me when it took a picture. There's some balding, socio-communist asshole that is talking on some giant-ass t.v., spreading some sort of propoganda bullshit. I tried to pick up my bags to leave the station, and some officer hit me with some sort of electrical baton, exclaiming that the bags that clearly had my name on it weren't mine. I just left the station with nothing but the clothes on my back. Thankfully, I came to some sort of community house where some guys let me crash for the night. However, the next day there was a police raid and me and a few other guys had to escape via the rooftops. I've been living on the streets for the past few days, and only now have I managed to find a public library with free computers/internet access. This was one of the only sites I found not blocked by the government. If someone reads this, please help me. I am currently in some city named Nova Prospeckt, but I don't know what country I am in. Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on May 16, 2011 at 7:46 PM HFS.
I'm supposed to be writing two essays, one project and two work booklets, one of which contains eight mini-assignments, in three days, and I've only started on one of my essays and the project. Other than that, I have so many extra-curricular activites that I don't have much time to complete them. Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on May 16, 2011 at 7:39 PM Why are you depressed?
I'm depressed because my girlfriend might be pregnant! She has stomach pains and nausea, which have been there since the last time we had sex. We are both underaged, so this is a really bad thing! We play it safe so we used a condom the whole time, and that's why i'm depressed. Well, i'm both scared and depressed, but the depressed part is about me finally managing to recover from some rough earlier years, i get good grades, and i'm going to a good school in the fall. So i am depressed because: Of all the condoms that could fail, it had to be the one we were using! it's unfair! Anyways, it's not certain or anything so.. here's to luck! Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on May 16, 2011 at 3:49 PM |